10p per text message

For the first time ever I have used my 300 free text messages. How? I don't I don't feel as though I have used them neither do I feel like I have much to say over this past month to warrant using 300 freebies. Anyway so be it, until the 8th (when it starts over again) I will be paying 10p per text. Now normally I will text for England, a *kiss* here, a 'hi' there (almost willynilly in wild abandonment) but since the 10 charge I have found myself strangely relutant to send meaningless texts in particular to ones boyfriend...

... sadly it has gone unnoticed. He has not commented on the lack of *kisses* or the odd "i'm horny" text he received and replied to with such gusto. No he hasn't even mentioned it. Now women would notice something like that and would comment on the lack of communication. Men no. I even said commented on the fact I had not been pestering him and he said "hadn't noticed", shrugged his shoulders and asked whether I wanted a cig.... so now I revert to my default setting and worry whether he is secretly glad of the peace and quiet he has....

hmmmmm

In other news on the 15th April after much too and fro-ing I will be going into hospital for an operation. Yes my tonsils will be removed and in some form of sick donation passed onto another person for their enjoyment (do they do that with tonsils or just vital organs...)

I say I'm worried is an understatement.

Next is my NHS team building away day. Wet suits, water rafting and me aren't gonna mix but it's fallen just before my op so I can't get out of it.

Oh and finally yes the boyfriend at the top I mentioned is the same one that I was with a month ago. Decided he was worth it even though sometimes he doesn't think so. And that is why I love him.